I Like Big Totems

Musings about life, iPhones, and WoW.

Last Week of May

Finally an Engineer (Sort Of)

First of all, the new job is awesome.  I don’t think I could be happier; everyone is incredibly friendly.  The people who interviewed me even appeared to remember me, and have… well, been friendly.

Second of all, the monitor they hooked me to… is awesome.  I want 3 of these.  Or maybe 6.  Then Marty can have some, too.  They’re 24” HP “business” monitors with 2 USB ports on the side and have a resolution of 1920 x 1200 – awesome in a market that leans toward giving the consumer 1080p.  Honestly, if HP marketed these at gamers, they’d probably make a lot of money, especially with the low profile.

So on Tuesday I began my journey.  Well, I actually started that August of 2009.  Or even June of 2008 when I started my first web job.  Not a big deal – because I feel like this is a bit more of the real deal.

I’m able to talk to people.  That’s awesome.  I’d gotten pretty used to being the “weird kid” who’s either “too smart” or “too dumb” to start conversations with people.

I haven’t gotten to code anything yet – I’m still doing set up procedures.  Some permissions stuff going on.  Yesterday I kind of got to glance at what I’ll be working on.  I also gained more appreciating for Eclipse; it’s come a very long way after its early releases.  Plus I’ll admit that it works better on here than it did on my PowerPC iBook.  No comparison I suppose.

School

I passed physics!  Barely.  Waiting on other grades.  But I passed physics, and I think I did OK in my other two classes.  I won’t be in Honors next year, so no more priority registration, but I think I’ll be OK in the long term.  I think next semester I’ll pick up just by having the 3 programming classes – in other words, classes that are more FUN.  (Not that math and physics weren’t fun, but they really aren’t my niche J )

Expenses

Started an expense report.  More on that later.  Basically, I’ve so far laid out all of my debts, other than the debt at Fry’s.  It’s quite a lot.  Most of my accounts are above 50% right now – in the 70% range.  I’m looking at picking up a few extra projects to try to pay those off.  Lending money was not a good idea.  I really put myself back into the hole, but at least my debt to Hugo is nearly gone.

I included my student loans in the report.  It looks like I should be able to pay off 2-3 of my unsubsidized loans if I continue paying my car at the current rate, and can get my credit cards back down to the 20% or less mark.

Games

Tanked last night for the first time for the RUM raid.  Sadly, I was in a pure DPS spec and got flattened in about 4 seconds.  I think I might respect a few points back into armor in case that happens again.

My DPS was otherwise lacking last night.  Perhaps I was simply tired, because I know I made some major mistakes in my “rotation.”  In addition, I know that on a few fights I found myself turned around/not even hitting the boss.  I’m going to need to correct that, or at least run more Looking For Raids to “get back in shape.”  I think tonight will be better, simply because I crashed about an hour or two after raid.

Right now I’m running with a fairly balanced build.  I’m going to need to do some reforging for the new shoulders; my crit and haste are both a little low (I have 1500 mastery, 1400 haste, and just over 1300 crit right now).  Due to using a trinket that will proc the “highest stat”, I’ve been trying to keep mastery high, but I think I’ve done that a little bit too much.  I could definitely use more crit.

I’ll be transferring my shaman next.  I got… pretty pissed off at the last Sounds Complicated raid.  I honestly cannot stand being treated like a moron, and certain people insist on doing that.  That’s not cool when I’ve withdrawn from that guild, and agreed to play a toon I don’t even enjoy until they could recruit more people.  From what I gather, Marty’s had to tank as well – yah.  I really don’t appreciate having my tanking bashed and being told I never tried to be great at it.  I take tanking pretty seriously – as far as the game goes, that’s my passion.  I feel more involved with fights when I’m tanking, and having all of my hard work ignored like that was not acceptable.  I refuse to raid with someone who does that.  Eventually I will also need to move over my death knight so that I can level inscription on my rogue.

Oh, yah!  The rogue got its PvP daggers.  The honor ones.  It took about a week of grinding, but it added at least 1K DPS.  That means I can actually kill healers in PvP with a little more ease.  Still very much enjoying subtlety, but the shaman and I really need an affliction warlock for a proper 3s.

I’m still interested in gearing the death knight to tank for Marty’s run, but I’m still not interested in raiding with someone who treats me like I’m inferior.  I worked very hard to get my toons pretty decent gear, and going out of my way to try to help get them isn’t something I normally do.  Maybe instead I’ll try to help Marty get some bear gear in exchange for some help on death knight gear.

 House

We got it.  We will be homeowners by the end of June – start of July.

Weight

Down 3 pounds so far, maybe a little bit more.  It’s really hard to tell.  That’s within 1 week J  Yesterday I didn’t eat enough; I barely had 800 calories total because my stomach felt a little bit messed up.  Unfortunately, that will probably set me back a little bit.  I’m trying to make up for it today, but I suppose that balances out Monday’s binge at Rubio’s.  (But gosh darn, beer batter burrito!  Pure genius!)

Diablo 3

So. much. fun.  0_0

Now that school’s out and I won’t be working again until the 21st, I’ve been basically using it as a timesink.

Working on new writings.  Assassin/Monk this time.  Exciting.

insanepoet9:

ancestryinprogress:

anegroking:

defeatmenot:

The sadness and disappointment in her eyes pierce me.

Author & Professor Melissa Harris-Perry deconstructs stereotypes of African American women and considers the consequences of a white male-centered perspective on the American story.

Below is the link to the episode:

http://bit.ly/wdrSPq

the pain. in. her. eyes.

I understand that everyone keeps saying Stephen Colbert is an asshole, but this is his character. His character is supposed to be a racist fuck. His character is supposed to say the thing that so many privileged white people say to highlight how racist and everything-ist people like his character are, who are not acting, but actually like that. 

I think people need to learn to not take certain things as seriously - namely, Colbert.  They just don’t know satire when they see it.

(Source: oh-whiskers)

Roseanne

Back in the 90s, when I was a kid, my biological mom forbid me from watching several television shows.  Among these happened to be the sitcom, Roseanne.

Later on, as I matured, I realized that many of the shows my bio mom had forbidden me from watching happened to feature strong women.  I thought that this was interesting - and it occurred to me when I decided to watch Roseanne in particular.

I haven’t been in touch with my bio mom since I was around 11.  We exchanged emails, but I was never able to really get in touch with her at that point in time.  Thus, I can’t really tell you what her beliefs are.  However, looking back at it, I realized that the two of us are as different as night and day.  Where she was very submissive to her husband (or seemed to be, it’s been a while), she was also extremely conservative.  Hell, I didn’t even know what a period was until I got one.

This brings me to my next point - how surprised I was about how open the show itself is.  I’m only partway through season 1, but most of the television I watched as a kid was highly conservative.  It never touched on themes of homosexuality, or honestly featured family values.  While I feel that Roseanne does border on disrespectful to her husband, I feel a glowing respect for the show the more I watch it and see it touch on these themes in a decidedly respectful manner.

“So why did you date him?”

Something I run into all too often will be completely misogynistic threads of people either slut-shaming someone, or asking why they dated someone who turned out to be a douche rather than someone else.

Frankly guys, you’re all douches for even asking.

I think you’d find it pretty rare to find a girl asking a guy why he dated another girl for 2+ years if she turned out to be a bitch.  However, some guys appear to be under the delusion that girls are somehow attracted to douchebags.

Don’t get me wrong.  Not every guy is a douchebag - I’ve definitely met plenty who aren’t.  But it isn’t exactly a science to tell who is and is not douchebags.  I’ve definitely had my own fair share, but generally speaking, by the time you figure out that they are a douchebag, it’s too late.

You heard me.  It’s too late.

You’ve already fallen for them.  You’re already in love with them for one reason or another.  They’ve convinced you that they’re the best you’ll ever get.  And of course you believe them, because by this point they’ve torn your self-esteem down so far that you can’t even look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself that you love yourself.

This isn’t counting the fact of - how is it any of your fucking business why I’d date someone?  I’m pretty sure I’m free to date and commit to whomever the fuck I want.  It’s not up to you to question why I did, or why I would date Person A over Person B.  Maybe Person A was there for me when I needed him, and Person B had a bad habit of blowing me off.  Maybe Person A allowed me to decide I wanted to date him, and Person B didn’t.  Maybe Person A had self-confidence where Person B didn’t (for me, self-confidence is a huge deciding factor, because a lack of it can lead to future problems).  Or maybe, by some ACT OF GOD, I’m simply not attracted to Person B.

Seriously, I’m not obligated to want to fuck every person I come in contact with.  That’s just how it is.

So before you go asking why I dated a douchebag instead of you, why don’t you take a good look at yourself?  Isn’t asking that question douchebaggery in itself - implying that I can’t think for myself and that you are some kind of white knight here to rescue me?

Fuck that.  Reason this princess wasn’t in the castle is because she was saving herself.

wilwheaton:

(via r/atheism)

I’m not an atheist myself, but admittedly I do kind of side with them when it comes to what they are really concerned about.

wilwheaton:

(via r/atheism)

I’m not an atheist myself, but admittedly I do kind of side with them when it comes to what they are really concerned about.

(via amankhan)

Sometimes I wish I could slam a slushie in Rachel’s face. She’s the only person I don’t pity every time it happens.